London-based pop-rock singer-songwriter Gemma Felicity has once again graced us with her musical prowess in the form of her latest single, “CHAOTIC.” Released on December 1st as part of her 5-track EP titled “Baggage,” the song delves into the intricate dance between love, personal struggles, and the challenges posed by ADHD.
In a recent interview with us, Gemma Felicity opens up about the inspiration behind “CHAOTIC,” revealing a personal narrative that serves as the foundation for this emotionally charged track. The song narrates a period in Felicity’s life when she grappled with the complexities of dating someone older and seemingly more put together. As a 26-year-old, she found herself entangled with a 31-year-old finance professional who embodied order and organization. The contrast between his meticulously ordered life and her inherent chaos became a central theme, highlighting the internal conflict she faced about her own worthiness of love and commitment.
The lyrics of “CHAOTIC” weave a poignant tale of emotional dysregulation, decision paralysis, impulsivity, and a fear of commitment—common struggles associated with ADHD. Felicity’s candid admission of feeling scared by security sheds light on the paradoxical nature of relationships when dealing with neurodivergence. The internal tug-of-war between the desire for love and the instinct to flee is masterfully encapsulated in the line, “And I don’t know if it’s just me, but I get scared by security.”
What sets “CHAOTIC” apart is its ability to balance raw, introspective storytelling with an upbeat and high-energy musical arrangement. The melody of the chorus mirrors the high and restless energy associated with ADHD, creating a sonic landscape that authentically reflects the internal struggles Gemma Felicity navigates. The lyrics, “I don’t want to hurt you, but I just can’t be with you,” offer a glimpse into the conflict between love and the instinctual need for escape.
The single is a collaborative effort, with Felicity joining forces with Alex Rossiter for the songwriting and Louis Takooree for production. Their synergy brings forth a compelling musical narrative that resonates with listeners on multiple levels.
“CHAOTIC” is the second release from Gemma Felicity’s EP “Baggage,” which serves as a broader exploration of emotional baggage and its impact on attachment styles and romantic relationships. Rooted in Felicity’s personal experiences, the EP unfolds as a self-reflective journey into her mind and struggles, providing listeners with a candid and relatable musical experience.
As we eagerly await the accompanying music video set to release in January, Gemma Felicity’s “CHAOTIC” stands as a testament to her ability to seamlessly blend vulnerability with musical artistry, offering a unique and authentic perspective on love, life, and the complexities that make us beautifully human.
ABOUT THE ARTIST:
Gemma Felicity is a singer songwriter living in London. Singing, performing, and writing poetry since her very early years, she has always thrived best when able to express herself creatively. At the age of 21 she found herself unwell with a mysterious and complex illness. This is when writing and music became her saviour. She went on to study for a Masters in Music Performance and Songwriting at Leeds College of Music. She released 2 singles “This Place” and “Better Without You” along with music videos in 2022. Gemma is now in the midst of releasing 5 singles as part of her first EP “Baggage”. This EP is written about her issues within unhealthy romantic relationships. Her latest single “Come Back To Me” was released in August along with a music video, and describes the feeling of crazy obsession over a toxic ex, whilst her next single to be released “Chaotic” depicts the contradictory feeling of being terrified of commitment and running away from a healthy and balanced love.
